Daughter I love you
It makes me cry
Every time I look into your eyes
Long blonde flowing hair
Eyes of sky blue
They stole your light
Your dreams too
So young and carefree
This is the way I will remember you
Forget the torment from that day
I will hold you and push them away
I cannot forget the dull look in your eyes
Your actions crying out loud
Just let me die
I was there to hear your screams
Wipe your tears from your sunken eyes
I wanted my baby back but she has said goodbye
What in the hell did they do to you
You can tell me, I'll see you through
You couldn't tell me cause I taught you well
But when the time came you were in their hell
It never mattered what you had done
Unconditional is the only love
That night sitting in front of me
I wanted to hold you and calm your screams
You pushed me away
I still remember in a blink of an eye
How fast you found them
Then in slow motion I watched you try
The blade so shining flashing in my eyes
You pierced the tip in and ran a straight line
Upward direction, another line
I tried to grab them, take them away
If only they could see your pain
Daughter I love you
It makes me cry
They stole your light
Your dreams too
It never mattered what you had done
Unconditional is the only love
You went through hell but made it back
He bit the bullet in Russian Roulette
Another had his way
These things I cannot change
But I will help you to see it through
Give her strength to live each day
Hoping the memories turn to grey
It never mattered what you had done
Unconditional is the only love
~ASE~
(C) 2009
"Youth has Vision! Old age dreams!"
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Ase's Ga-no-du...
10/13/09 17:59:16 | 0 Tell Me Your Thoughts
somewhere deep inside
you and me
there is a love
that needs to be set free
wishing things were different
not going back
thinking of what the future will be
you sitting close to me
laughing and singing
having jester fun
living our life
as it really should be
only time will bring this about
keeping patient
not letting things out
whispers of contentment
no one... -
Ase's Ga-no-du...
09/29/09 19:50:46 | 0 Tell Me Your Thoughts
Tender is the Heart
That Feeds Others Souls
Always Patient
Loving Me
~Suzy~
(C)2009
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Ase's Ga-no-du...
09/16/09 21:08:44 | 0 Tell Me Your Thoughts
" I don't care what others say...........My intelligence doesn't bend that way!!"
~ASE~
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Ase's Ga-no-du...
09/11/09 06:15:03 | 0 Tell Me Your Thoughts
Remember those who gave their lives
Some young, some old
These our my heros
They're hard working individuals
Just like me and you
I honor them deeply
With all of my heart
Tears I shed, too many to count
Won't bring them back
This I know, but
I feel the pains of those left behind
With only a memory
No peace of mind
~ASE~
(C) September 11, 2009
Ase's Ga-no-du...
09/01/09 09:05:26 | 0 Tell Me Your Thoughts
When did it happen
This change inside
I here a melody
It never stops or changes time
It keeps me away
Let's me live my life
Some day soon
You can here it too!
~Ase~
(C)2009Ase's Ga-no-du...
07/07/09 19:48:39 | 2 Tell Me Your Thoughts
Tell Me
Neck is bent
Chin to chest
Fingers twisting thru the roots
Visions coming blood red
Tell me one reason
You keep me alive
Alone I sit
Thinking back
Needing more silence
Thoughts are dead
Tell me one reason
I'm not dead
~Ase~
(C) 2009
Ase's Ga-no-du...
06/27/09 21:19:16 | 0 Tell Me Your Thoughts
Silence has so many meanings
Peaceful, hateful
Everything in between
You started it all
You pushed to get what you wanted
You then decided
You'll get hurt
Who the HELL do you think you are?
Peaceful, hateful
Nothing in between!!
(C) June 28, 2009
~Ase~Ase's Ga-no-du...
05/30/09 23:32:26 | 1 Tell Me Your Thoughts
What do you do when the tears are falling
No one to care if you live at all
Used and abused
Too busy to care
Write you off because you showed that you cared
My heart is mine, I'll do it's breaking
Take your lies and sell them instead of giving them to me
One day you will wish you would have treated me better
Once a Libra's been crossed they don't go back!
~Ase~
(c)...Ase's Ga-no-du...
05/22/09 18:24:52 | 0 Tell Me Your Thoughts
Remember those who fight for your freedoms
Like knocking people down
With your hateful words
Some have died so you can
Think of yourself
Not caring what others feel
I remember those who fight for my freedoms
I think about every death
Families that won't have someone coming home
So I appreciate this by using kindness
Not being a horses ASS!!
Ase's Ga-no-du...
05/19/09 15:09:31 | 1 Tell Me Your Thoughts
Life holds so much that you cannot let a moment go by without thinking of the ones who make a difference. Just one word can make the seed grow!~Ase~(C) May 19,2009
Ase's Ga-no-du...
05/19/09 13:02:05 | 0 Tell Me Your Thoughts
Hear them talking
So many are deaf
Never paying attention
Another one gone
Ammo loaded
Sited in
Pull the trigger
Another one gone
Don't you hear their plea's
The dark side they speak
What the Hell is wrong
Another one gone
I feel this pain
From all around
Taken my heart
Twisting it around
It only takes one moment
A glance or...Ase's Ga-no-du...
05/19/09 10:59:32 | 0 Tell Me Your Thoughts
I've been asked when will it be my turn When will love come my way All I can say is just open your eyes Open your heart Trust in her words She...Ase's Ga-no-du...
05/11/09 19:32:56 | 0 Tell Me Your Thoughts
Pain is within
Your tales of bent
Who do you think I am?
~Ase~
(C) 2009Ase's Ga-no-du...
05/06/09 22:28:00 | 1 Tell Me Your Thoughts
It Gets Lonely at the Top
Too Much Mind for Some to Handle
Lonely Sitting
Never Wondering
How Someone Else Feels
My Mind Does Not Think This Way
It Takes in Information
Never Giving Back
Reading, Writing, Music too
Need to Change
Catch Someone Else's View
Most Dear Friends are Dead Now
Lost Another the Other Day
All the Parties, Drag Races
Fonder Memories Will...Ase's Ga-no-du...
04/14/09 20:56:10 | 1 Tell Me Your Thoughts
Everyone is right
It's just me
What the Hell
I'm I living for?
Driving home
I want to steer
Another direction
But my kids I hold dear
Nagging negativity
Drives my mind
With obsenities
Never mind
~Ase~
(C)2009Ase's Ga-no-du...
04/14/09 17:28:18 | 1 Tell Me Your Thoughts
Why such confusion
Lost at every turn
Lies thrown out
Twisted words
You say you love me
But you make me cry
I didn't open my heart
To be placed behind
Tears will dry
And hearts can heal
But don't do it
To Someone else
Or your soul is mine
I keep it close
Deep in my heart
Never letting goAse's Ga-no-du...
04/14/09 17:12:06 | 0 Tell Me Your Thoughts
Words are dancing
In my head
So many things
Left unsaid
Could not find
The way to say
No matter what
I love you anyway
Dancing, twirling
Singing, Dead
So many things
Left unsaid
I feel you
Deep inside
Tempting wants
Run through my head
Opened heart
Breathing fire
Needing your touch
That's my desire
You're my drug of...Ase's Ga-no-du...
03/31/09 04:30:54 | 1 Tell Me Your Thoughts
Deider Tauter
Friend of Mine
You've been way too quiet
Haven't spoke your mind
This place is laggin'
Your colorful Mind
Give us your Real
Can we make a Deal?Ase's Ga-no-du...
03/23/09 21:50:41 | 0 Tell Me Your Thoughts
So you think
You can tell me
How to feel my life
Well baby take another look
It's yours that I can run
I'll bleed you
Take you to your knees
Make you understand
Control belongs to me!
~Ase~
(C)2009
Ase's Ga-no-du...
03/10/09 04:38:57 | 0 Tell Me Your Thoughts
Life and love are two of the same, without one you cannot do the other!
AsequiitSisqua (C)2009Ase's Ga-no-du...
03/09/09 22:48:57 | 0 Tell Me Your Thoughts
Dear Suzy, Through thick and thin, our friendship has not only survived…it has thrived! We've grown closer and closer over time, and that is truly a wonderful thing. We meet thousands of people traveling life's roads, but few become real friends. I've counted on you for so much, and you've asked so little in return. I simply can't convey in words how much it has meant to me.Ase's Ga-no-du...
03/07/09 14:56:55 | 4 Tell Me Your Thoughts
Our eyes meet
Glued
No one else seemed in the room
You took my hand
Lead me outside
We talked past midnight
My artist and I
You painted my picture
Each loving stroke
Brushing color everywhere
My visions you didn't understand
Ramblings of dreams
Came through the night
I didn't understand them then
I do now and wish you could have
Helped me then driving me...Ase's Ga-no-du...
03/07/09 14:46:17 | 1 Tell Me Your Thoughts
Heroine has stolen so many friends
Driving fast killing four, hitting a light pole
Dirty needles shared
Over dosing
Thinking you could fly
Wish you all were still here
Your beauty I miss the most
Talents all of you
The world would have been a better place!
~Ase~
(C)2009Ase's Ga-no-du...
03/07/09 14:17:48 | 2 Tell Me Your Thoughts
Separate Mind From Body
Putting Words On The Shelf
Locking Them Away
For A Better Day
Just As In Death
We Can Live This Way
Abuse My Body
The Pain Will Stay
When I Leave This World
Hope To Leave
Locked Thoughts On A Shelf
Taking With Me
Only Those Who Will Live
In Eternity
I Scare You Yes
That's Because I Am Ready For My Death
I Am Not...Ase's Ga-no-du...
03/01/09 02:54:40 | 1 Tell Me Your Thoughts
A Day In A Life
Falls Short
If you have no one who cares
Remember one thing
I am here if you feel
That your life is falling short!
~ ASE~
(C)2009Ase's Ga-no-du...
03/01/09 02:51:19 | 1 Tell Me Your Thoughts
Ase's Ga-no-du...
03/01/09 02:50:13 | 1 Tell Me Your Thoughts
Open Your Eyes
~Suzy H~
Bending, shaping in my head
Words are crashes from the left
Musics playing in harmonious rhythm
Showing me your soul
Temperatures chillin'
She damaged you
You try to make me feel it too
I won't follow you there
I'll be here when the storm is thru
Seasons and storms come and go
My feelings for you will...Ase's Ga-no-du...
03/01/09 02:49:32 | 2 Tell Me Your Thoughts
Untitled
Sitting here realizing that things have changed
Pain is subsiding
I've grown enough to know that what here is thru
Pain is subsiding
It's hard to give up on something you tried to make work
Pain is subsiding
What never would work, new people have opend my eyes
Pain is subsiding
Lost in this, I don't know...Ase's Ga-no-du...
03/01/09 02:46:27 | 2 Tell Me Your Thoughts
Untitled
Suzy H
I don't want it broken
My dream makes it complete
It's been so long for peace to come my way
I look into his boyish face
Bad times seem to disappear
I can not tell him
I do not dwell within his circle
I can't be the reason for his pain
I just want what he wants
I did all the right things
People to leave us alone
Running...Ase's Ga-no-du...
03/01/09 02:39:08 | 1 Tell Me Your Thoughts
Prosperity Is Yours
There are some lives worth saving
It might be dark this day
But with the right thoughts
All Hell can go away
The right friends
Someone to love you too
Hug you when you're down
Love you when your blue All the other times are Heaven
Easy to do
Just getting past the bad times
Can be rough at first
The...Ase's Ga-no-du...
03/01/09 02:38:24 | 2 Tell Me Your Thoughts
I laugh at ignorance
People can be so blind
They follow the masses
Can't find their paradigm
What you see is not real
Light shining its invisible shield
For once look at something
From an angle that is real
Outcast are usually our paradigms
They see things differently
Discovering all the time
What you won't take the time to see
~Ase~
(C)2009
Ase's Ga-no-du...
03/01/09 02:03:59 | 1 Tell Me Your Thoughts
Learning and growing
Each and everyday
We find a part of us that is missing
In words that people say
Relections that the mirror doesn't hold
Truths to be swallowed
Lies that unfold
Love is not just a mear word
Nor a feeling inside
It is all the magic around you
And from inside
Some of us grew up with a false love placed inside
Parents too busy forgetting their...Ase's Ga-no-du...
02/27/09 07:05:17 | 1 Tell Me Your Thoughts
He who holds the key
Holds my life....
~Ase~
(C)2008
Ase's Ga-no-du...
02/27/09 07:04:19 | 1 Tell Me Your Thoughts
I Cannot Cry For Me
But I Can Shed A Tear For You!
~ Ase ~
(C)2008
Ase's Ga-no-du...
02/27/09 07:02:09 | 1 Tell Me Your Thoughts
Gone The tears keep fallin Pain is on my side Once there was someone.... ......Now gone Probably never coming back I did something...Ase's Ga-no-du...
02/27/09 07:00:27 | 1 Tell Me Your Thoughts
Circular Motion
~Suzy H~
The wall I'm building is getting higher
Circular in motion
No corners to hide
Thoughts of the past slipping by
I've learned that it is easy to make friends
Keeping them is another
I ripped my heart out of my chest
Opened boxes so I could see
Opened boxes and set them freeAse's Ga-no-du...
02/27/09 06:57:40 | 0 Tell Me Your Thoughts
One Day I find a love
That's rare
But the Gods are punishing me
They need me to do their work
And keeping him from me Sometimes we take what we can get
Only to find that there wasn't a fit
Puzzling as it may seem
I guess my happiness is only a dream
One dream that keeps me here
Satisfied for all times Make me believe that...Ase's Ga-no-du...
02/27/09 06:56:36 | 1 Tell Me Your Thoughts
FREAK
Call me weird
Call me strange
I prefer FREAK
They all mean the same So I think
Out of your box
I prefer FREAK
They all mean the same I see things
You'll never see
I prefer FREAK
They all mean the same Do you ever
Hear me say that of you?
I prefer FREAK
How about...Ase's Ga-no-du...
02/27/09 06:55:37 | 0 Tell Me Your Thoughts
Untitled
I stare up into the Starry Sky
Wondering how we all came to be
This vastness that holds me inAse's Ga-no-du...
02/27/09 06:54:32 | 0 Tell Me Your Thoughts
j bug I am making jewlery right now, but I will also post some more every little bit......
The Everything
Standing out in front of the crowd That's where I've always beenAse's Ga-no-du...
02/27/09 06:53:46 | 1 Tell Me Your Thoughts
jbug I think you can be good at both........I love what you wrote, your a natural keep it up..................I wrote this a while back thinking of my childhood. I was the only person in the house that has no mental issues.
Insane
~ Ase ~ Read OnAse's Ga-no-du...
02/27/09 06:52:38 | 0 Tell Me Your Thoughts
^^^Thanks jbug^^^
This one I wrote this summer 2008
Why Me?
I sit up
Eyes wandering at me
There is no safe place
Why me? I thought this would be a safe place
It turned out again
There is no safe place
Why me? I am a part of a Master Plan
Eyes will always be watching me
There is no...Ase's Ga-no-du...
02/27/09 06:51:49 | 0 Tell Me Your Thoughts
I found another of my writings.........
S.Y.O.
The days are lighter A dark feeling has passed The things I came to resist Now have passed Opened my heart for just one moment To close it again Feeling no...Ase's Ga-no-du...
02/27/09 06:51:04 | 1 Tell Me Your Thoughts
untitled
~SUZY H~ I can feel you
I wish I could touch you
Look into your eyes
Hold your hand
Even if for a second
The burning that's inside
Lost without
All the time
I wish I could know you
More than I have tried
Even if for a second
The burning that's inside Come into my world
See what there is to...Ase's Ga-no-du...
02/27/09 06:48:47 | 0 Tell Me Your Thoughts
Keep The Key
~SUZY H~ You were to die for
My love for you is real
Don't think I can take it
Keep the key cause I'm already dead You'll have to unlock it
My love for you is real
I can't love no one else
Keep the key cause I'm already dead You've gone away
Your touch...Ase's Ga-no-du...
02/27/09 06:47:40 | 0 Tell Me Your Thoughts
Untitled
~SUZY H~ Tears are rolling
I can hardly see
Confusion at every step
What am I suppose to see? Chest is pounding
Life sucked out
Bonds said broken
Confusion at every step
What am I suppose to see?Ase's Ga-no-du...
02/27/09 06:45:20 | 1 Tell Me Your Thoughts
Untitled
~Suzy H~
The silence is deafening
I cannot bare
Another moment
Without you here
My blindness keeps me from doing what's right
My insides are hollow
I can't think straight
You lead me on
Then threw me away
The silence is deafening
I cannot bare
Another moment
Without you here
What was it that you needed from me?
Bleed me, then set...Ase's Ga-no-du...
02/27/09 06:44:25 | 0 Tell Me Your Thoughts
Untitled
~Suzy H~
Things move in constant motion
Same way my love for you grows
Never stopping, looking back
Taking what I get and give it back
I've been damaged that's true
But so has everyone
Not just you
Flowers budding, leaves of green
Constantly growing
One day they'll die just as you and I
The beauty that is...Ase's Ga-no-du...
02/27/09 06:40:31 | 0 Tell Me Your Thoughts
Candles burning, black and white
Ying Yang performing dancing in the night
Perfect balance with each lite
Keeping peace, it's a beautiful sight~Suzy~
(C)2008
Ase's Ga-no-du...
02/27/09 06:39:47 | 0 Tell Me Your Thoughts
Twin Flame
~SUZY H~
I dangle my feet into your clear blue water
Once again to call upon the Spirits
Closing my eyes and letting you take me away
Up into the clouds I will ride
Following you to the place I desire
I see the world from here
People lost in their place
Never looking up to see their answer
The clouds tell many things
Write me a story
One to...Mind paradigms
"Philosophy is the childhood of the intellect, and a culture that tries to skip it will never grow up." Nagel
"...So do we pass the ghosts that haunt us later in our lives; they sit undramatically by the roadside like poor beggars, and we see them only from the corners of our eyes, if we see them at all. The idea that they have been waiting there for us rarely if ever crosses our minds. Yet they do wait, and when we have passed, they gather up their bundles of memory and fall in behind, treading in our footsteps and catching up, little by little." Stephen King
"The unreal is more powerful than the real, because nothing is as perfect as you can imagine it. because its only intangible ideas, concepts, beliefs, fantasies that last. stone crumbles. wood rots. people, well, they die. but things as fragile as a thought, a dream, a legend, they can go on and on." Chuck Palahniuk
I sit in wonder
who can he be
the mystery man I want to meet
I feel him pulling from inside
who has brought us together, and why?
the gods, my spirit world?
a gift of such beauty
a mind of brilliance
everlasting
he colors my world
and places smiles upon my face
hence his return every day
how did I get so lucky?
what will I pay in return?
Love found ever after
is my only concern
(Ase: December 9, 2008)
